Sunday 22 January 2017

Aching and breaking

Apologies in advance for another downbeat post, another variation on the theme of all too much of this blog, but I’m going to write it anyway. I had a bad day yesterday, after coming across something that was simultaneously achingly desirable, from my perspective, and heartbreakingly unattainable. All I felt like doing was going out and getting ruinously pissed, but, not for the first time, shift work, a late shift on this occasion, saved me from myself. I'm somewhat recovered today, but not because there's any resolution in sight - it's simply a case of keeping on keeping on, existing but not living. If there's a point to it, I'm afraid it's escaped me.

Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B

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