Aching and breaking

Apologies in advance for another downbeat post, another variation on the theme of all too much of this blog, but I’m going to write it anyway. I had a bad day yesterday, after coming across something that was simultaneously achingly desirable, from my perspective, and heartbreakingly unattainable. All I felt like doing was going out and getting ruinously pissed, but, not for the first time, shift work, a late shift on this occasion, saved me from myself. I'm somewhat recovered today, but not because there's any resolution in sight - it's simply a case of keeping on keeping on, existing but not living. If there's a point to it, I'm afraid it's escaped me.

Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B