Tuesday 19 June 2012

The wanting

It doesn't go away, even when the rest of the world is collapsing about your ears. There have been two in the past three days, quite similar in age and looks, 13/14, fair/light brown hair, well into puberty. Of legal age in some countries, albeit not this one. But utterly untouchable, unreachable, for the likes of me.
Frustration, desperation. Why does my life have to be like this?

Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B

2 comments:

  1. Dear,

    I am regular reade or your blog. The reason being i am of same nature as you. Love the same age group as you. really hard. This is life. dont get frustrate. Good luck to you. I love you.

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  2. Hello
    Thank you for taking the time and trouble to read my blog, and to comment. I'm OK most of the time, but I have my down days, when the frustration of seeing what you most want all around, all the time, boils to the surface. There are times when being a boylover is about as much fun as being boiled in oil. But that's life, as you rightly say.

    Love & best wishes
    Sammy B

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