Wednesday, 20 May 2015


With one more early morning of my run of 9 to come, I'm almost too tired to think. And that's probably just as well, because many of the thoughts I have had over the past couple of days have found me in some thoroughly dark places. The usual subject, of course, but with a twist - I've not only had thoughts about what I might do to some hypothetical boy, rather what I might share with him, but whether I could get away with it. I really don't want to hurt anyone, but if that perfect storm of desire, frustration and opportunity was to come together, could I resist? I'm not hopeful.

Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B


  1. So far, so good, so stay the course. It's the only solution.

    Peace <3

    1. Hello Jay
      Back to the 'inclusivity' thing again. The only way I can live my life that's deemed 'acceptable' is not to live my life, in the sense of being the real me, at all. With all due respect, that's not a solution, it's a major part of the problem.

      Love & best wishes
      Sammy B