But I can't see how. I want to find a way out of the maze I've built for myself, the walls of isolation and frustration. I want to have someone who could love me back. But it's like a jigsaw with pieces that don't, can't, fit together. I've been thinking of where my blog should go in this new year, wondering whether I could find a new direction, but, straight away, I'm back into the realms of introspection. No wonder hardly anyone wants to read this never-ending Jeremiad.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
I wish there were a magic wand that could fix it, Sammy. But sometimes you just have to get your ass out there and do something about it.
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Jay
Hello Jay
DeleteI know nothing's going to happen spontaneously, but it's not knowing which something, or somethings, to do that trips me up. Thinking about the situation after I wrote the post, it appears to me that I might only have two fundamental options - second-best, or nothing. After the way the last 'second-best' ended, it would take a lot to go down that road again.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
Please email me outside the blog. I can offer my thoughts better there, my friend.
DeleteJay