It was nice seeing my daughter yesterday, and it will only be two weeks until I see her again, at half term. But it underlined, once more, where I am now. I miss her so much, I miss Cornwall so much, and, specific to this trip, I was hoping so much, slender as that hope might have been, to see DBJ. But that, I guess is typical of my life. So much lost, so much out of reach, forever.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
Hello my friend;
ReplyDeletePlease don't despair too much. There are good things in life, and sometimes good things pass us by - but more come.
You could do what I did: get a dog?
No matter what, you are loved, my friend.
hugs;
randy
Hello Randy
DeleteDespair is probably too strong a word for it - it's more weltschmerz, being fed up with the relentless series of disappointments my life has seemed to consist of lately.
Your last suggestion caused a wry smile, though - some people, including yourself, are dog lovers, but I'm pretty much at the diametrically opposite point of that particular compass. I couldn't have a dog at my current accommodation, in any case, but, of all the potential 'lifestyle choices' I could envisage myself making, becoming a dog owner is one of the least likely! Notwithstanding my cynophobia, though, I genuinely appreciate your care and concern.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
Excellent! Glad you had a nice visit, with another coming up.
ReplyDeletePeace <3
Jay
Hello Jay
DeleteA good trip, apart from the homesickness and the reminder of how much I miss my daughter, followed up by two afternoons in town, swarmed by unobtainable cuties just to really grind into my face how I'll never have what I want, ever. Still, no point in complaining, because I know my only options are to suck it up or pull the plug. And there isn't too much daylight between the attractiveness of those options at the moment.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B