A boy, alone

And it hurts
And I'm lonely
And I should never have tried
And I missed you tonight
It must be time to leave
You see it meant everything to me

(Are 'Friends' Electric?, Gary Numan)

The 'you' in my case is simply not there, a mirage, an illusion, no more palpable than a shadow. The 'I' is a hopelessly lost and lonely boy. And that's why it hurts, every day.

Love & best wishes to all

Sammy B