The song was pretty dire, but its title encapsulates my position all too accurately. As I've said many times before, there's no-one to blame but myself, being what I am, wanting what I want, exacerbated by putting a small succession of people at the centre of my universe, my cousin, my ex, my daughter, only to find that they can't reciprocate. And nor, of course, should they. There's nothing in me that anyone in their right mind could find attractive, on any level. So I'm going to try, albeit belatedly, to foster realistic expectations. I deserve nothing, so if I expect nothing, as I said in reply to a comment on my last post, I can't be disappointed.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
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