Sparks

K and I had a little bit of a spat last night, just before I went to work. It was probably more my fault than hers, because I reacted to something she'd said - she said she was joking afterwards, but it sounded pretty serious to me at the time - that reminded me too much of too many exchanges with my ex, the sort of 'you can hold any opinion you like, as long as it's one I agree with' scenario. We made up before I went out, and all was well this morning, in the brief period between my getting in from work and K going out for a day trip to see one of her friends in Essex, but it was a reminder that not everything is guaranteed to be sweetness and light, our relationship has to be worked at like any other. I really don't want to lose her, in the sense of losing her love and friendship - I'm well aware that she'll go her own way, sooner rather than later - because if I do, I really will be left with nothing at all.

Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B