How many more times am I going to do it? Write a 'controversial' post, and chicken out because of what the mythical 'they' might think of it? Who am I trying to impress, for fucks sake? Hardly anyone even reads the fucking blog, still less responds to it. What's the point of any of it, if I can't say what I want to say? Guilt, shame, plain straightforward cowardice? Any or all of the foregoing? What a pathetic twat I am, really.
So why don't you?
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Jay
Hello Jay
DeleteI think the last sentence of the post gives you most of the answer. What little else there is probably revolves around the attritional effects of years, decades, of generic hatred of who I am and what I want. Don't let the bastards grind you down. Except they do, eventually.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B