Pressure cooker

DJ - if you see this, or are made aware of it, and you don't want me to use your picture, let me know and I'll remove it.

((Hugs))

Sammy B

I remembered this picture DJ posted a while ago, and it sums up pretty well how life is making me feel at the moment. Apart from the obvious issue of the impending funeral, and the way it's affecting my wife and daughter, I've got a major decision to make some time in the next 12 hours or so, because I've arranged to ring my manager in the morning, to discuss the next steps as far as my job is concerned. And I haven't got a clue what I'm going to tell him. I know what my gut feeling is, but my head says that if I follow that feeling, there will be so many deleterious consequences to contend with. If I wasn't already aware of the mounting pressure, my heart arrhythmia has begun to break through the medication again, an issue that can feed on itself, so to speak, because, as most people probably appreciate, anything affecting the workings of the heart is a big worry in its own right. Stay strong, many would say, but to remain unbending can lead to a catastrophic break. I wish I could find a straightforward answer, but I know there isn't one.

Love & best wishes to all

Sammy B