Why have I spent so many years being so bloody stupid? No-one is ever going to accept that I'm anything other than a paedophile, so why carry on with the pointless exercise of morality? I might just as well please myself, find myself a boy, by fair means or foul, and get what I want, because I won't be judged any more harshly than I already am. If I'm going down in flames in any case, what difference will it make? I've wasted my whole fucking life trying to do the 'right' thing, and for what? To be rejected, hated, found worthless. Everyone has a threshold of tolerance. I think I've reached mine.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
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