Waiting to swallow me, no job, no prospects, no money, no home, (probably) no marriage, no future, no hope.
And no chance of what I really want the most. Apart from that, life's fucking wonderful.
Please don't sympathise with me, I don't deserve it. Self-pity is never edifying.
No escape. How the fuck did it come to this. FAIL.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
It ain't over until the fat lady sings. Try to stay positive.
ReplyDeleteMy mum can't sing, won't sing and is quite fat. Stay positive, if the world kicks you while you're down break it's leg.
ReplyDelete-Joe.
Hello Brian & Joe
ReplyDeleteI am positive - positive that it's all shit at the moment. I'll probably get over it, though - life in a chasm isn't an appealing prospect. Thank you for your support, it's much appreciated.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
Sammy
ReplyDeleteI've just got back from my weekend away to find all this has happened. I'm very sorry to hear it - it seems thoroughly unfair. I very much hope that you can get things sorted out. I don't know whether you're a member of a union; if you are, would there be any mileage in getting them involved?
*hugs*
Mark
Hello Mark
ReplyDeleteI hope your weekend went well. I'm hoping that fear of the unknown - I've never been involved in any sort of disciplinary process before - is making this seem worse that it actually is, but until the next phase arrives in the next day or two, I just don't know. I'm not in a union, so I'll have to do the best I can through my own efforts.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
So based on the last comment you made, this is all mental...nothing has happened with the job yet?
ReplyDeleteWell, it won't be positive if all the previous posts about defending yourself, etc., have descended into this.
Get your fucking head out of your ass and march in there tomorrow and tell them it's NOT YOUR PROBLEM!
Peace <3
Jay
(sorry, I just felt it was time for more than a nudge nudge wink wink. hope you don't hate me.)
Hello Jay
ReplyDeleteI'm still suspended and waiting to be summoned to the presence at the moment. I'll fight my corner wen the time comes, but I just have a bad feeling about this whole business.
Certainly no hate - I accept your comment in the spirit it's intended.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B