The girl boy was never there
I'ts always the same
I'm running towards nothing
Again and again and again
I'ts always the same
I'm running towards nothing
Again and again and again
With my slight paraphrase, the last verse of A Forest.
'It's always the same'. That's how the blog has become, to the point where, with one or two honourable exceptions, I get the feeling I've outstayed my welcome. No-one's fault but mine, and no criticism, implicit or explicit, of anyone else.
I think it's probably time, after two years or so of airing it all publicly, if pseudonymously, to complete my disintegration in private. I'm not going to change, but neither is the world going to change for my benefit.
So I end where I began. 'Lost in a forest, all alone.'
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
I'm sorry to see you go, Sammy. I understand your predicament, wish I could do more than offer words of support, and will miss you. I hope you hang onto your email addy. Be nice to say hello once in a while.
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Jay
Hello Jay
DeleteThank you for your friendship and support. I do, genuinely, appreciate the time and trouble you've taken in following the blog and in commenting as frequently as you have.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
I hope you find peace and that you can hold your family together.
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DeleteThank you.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B