It's hard to describe how I feel at the moment. There's such a mixture of emotions. Relief, as I said last night, up to a point, that some of the pretence has gone - but not all, of course. Regret, that it came to this, because I didn't have the courage to be honest, even to myself, years ago. Trepidation, not knowing what the future holds, hardly even what the rest of the day holds, still less the weeks and months to come.
And in about 5 hours time, I'm going to have to go to work, and carry on as if nothing had happened. Put the now cracked mask back on, and face the world. I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to do it.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
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