Physically, mentally and emotionally.
Fed up with the unremitting crap.
Fed up with bad news every time the phone rings.
Fed up with being 200 miles away from being able to do anything about any of it.
Sorry to those who were kind enough to comment on my last but one post, and who haven't had the courtesy of a reply, and sorry to anyone who took my post last night at face value when I said I'd explain more of the downer that dampened my improved spirits. I'm not in the right frame of mind at the moment. Just for a change. I can see by the stats that people are staying away in droves from the slough of despond that is masquerading as my blog at the moment, and I can't blame them. Sadly, I can't make the same decision to 'stay away' from my own life. It's round my neck all the while, like the Ancient Mariner's albatross.
I'm tired, of all of it.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way, Sammy. It's no fun to be in this state of mental depression. I hope something, anything, happens that will buoy your spirits. It is not easy to be on the edge financially and emotionally. I'm sure your wife is having a tough time of it, too, and your absence, even as necessary as it is, makes it tougher on both of you. I wouldn't worry about who might not be coming to your blog, those of us that care will be here for you.
ReplyDeletePeace <3
Jay
Hello Jay
ReplyDeleteThank you for your support and kind words.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B