Tuesday, 10 May 2011

Am I evil, really?

Just for wanting? Just for being me, the me that's been there for almost as long as I can remember. How can I change what I feel inside? I didn't choose this way, it chose me. Or is me, whatever. It hurts, every single day. Is that enough to satisfy those who would hate me? Or do they think I should suffer something more? If so, what?
'Life. Don't talk to me about life.'

(Sorry it's part of such a bleak post, but....) Thank you to Joe for being my latest follower.

Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B

8 comments:

  1. Sammy

    No, you're not evil. Evil is in what people do, not what they think, or feel, or want. I don't believe that you have hurt anyone, and I don't think you would be capable of doing so.

    Take care

    Mark

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  2. Hello Mark
    I'm in one of my 'believing the propaganda' moods, sorry for the negativity. And I'm really sorry for not having been as good a friend to you lately as you've been to me.

    Love & best wishes
    Sammy B

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  3. Mark said it, and I agree. You're not evil.
    Peace <3
    Jay

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  4. Hello Jay
    Thank you for your support.

    Love & best wishes
    Sammy B

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  5. If you're evil then I'm Satan personified.

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  6. Hello Micky
    I'm starting to climb out of last night's pit somewhat, but I'm still struggling a bit. Like I said to Mark, there are times when I let the haters get to me, stupid as that may seem.

    Love & best wishes
    Sammy B

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  7. Sammy

    No, you're not evil. By considering it and questioning yourself the way you did through this post proves the opposite to me.

    Love
    Daniel

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  8. Hello Daniel
    Thank you for your kind words. I find it hard sometimes not to take the hateful stuff personally, and let it get to me. Whatever else I might be or do, I really don't want to hurt anyone.

    Love & best wishes
    Sammy B

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