Round and round and round. Net progress = nil. Nothing changes, I'm still a desperately frustrated, closeted boylover who hasn't got a hope in hell of ever being anything else. I'm still hiding, still lying to all and sundry, still hopelessly pretending to be something I'm not and never can be. And that's before I even get started on my work/life situation, my health, my finances. Pointless doesn't even begin to describe it all.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
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ReplyDeleteHang in there, eventually things will improve.
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Daniel
Hello Jacob & Daniel
ReplyDeleteI'm trying, but it's tough. Thanks for taking the time to read and comment.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
I know how the whirrrrrrr can get to you. I was in the same loop, but finally things started looking up, so it can happen for you, too. Just hang in there, buddy!
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Jay
Hello Jay
ReplyDeleteNo doubt the wheel will keep spinning. And I'll still be here, spinning it. Thanks for your support.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
I'm just not prepared to look at how bad things can get - it's utterly no way for anyone to carry on.
ReplyDeleteMy philosophy is always to try to find something positive and to look to build on those positives.
Do you know I left a small amount of wine in the bottle today? I didn't finish it off and 'enjoy' the guilt trip for doing so.
Maybe tomorrow I can leave another small drop and eventually, who knows, I might save enough to go a day without having to buy a bottle!
It's a bit like when I gave up smoking, you know? I tried hard not to think of 'never having another cigarette'. It's a very tough trick but believe you me life can be very much better if you can pull it off.
Hello Micky
ReplyDeleteYou have an admirable philosophy of life, one which I honestly wish that I could emulate. For whatever reason, though, I don't seem to be able to do that, at least at the moment. Perhaps it's a function of my wanting something unobtainable, but not having sufficient common sense to accept that unobtainability.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B