I seem to have been alienating all and sundry of late. But, ultimately, if that's what will be, it will be. I really can't be anyone other than myself, and this blog is the only place where I can even remotely be that real self, even if I do have to hide behind a fucking pseudonym. I spend my whole 'real world' life pretending to be something I'm not. I am not, absolutely not, going to extend that pretence to this blog.
Oh, and by the way, this has nothing to do with the issue I got down about last weekend. That's been resolved.
/Rant off.
Love & best wishes to all
Sammy B
You're getting diffucult to follow...
ReplyDelete...and you mean "Quinquagenarian" isn't your real name??? lol!
:-)
-Andy
Amen to that!
ReplyDeleteLove
Daniel
Hello Andy
ReplyDeleteI've never promised it would be easy! Suffice it to say that not all of my cyberspace life is transacted through this blog, and something happened elsewhere.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
Hello Daniel
ReplyDeleteThanks - as I think is the case with you, it's nice to have a place where you can just unload sometimes.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
Aww Sammy. I'm so sorry. And yes, it's nice to have a place to unload, and no, we're not going anywhere. So someone is listening. Non-judgmentally.
ReplyDeletePeace <3
Jay
Hello Jay
ReplyDeleteReflecting on the past couple of days, what's happened is for the best, I think. Thank you for your continuing support and concern.
Love & best wishes
Sammy B
Hi Sammy;
ReplyDeleteI'm slow on reading your blog again. I don't know exactly what came about, but you are so right to say that here you are free to be you. I also want to say that though I support you being you, sometimes I feel so for you as I know you aren't happy.
So, I guess I'll say that I'm here, and I always will come to see you here. But, I'll always want the best for you and be sad when you are. Whatever comes, be you!
hugs;
randy
Hello Randy
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words. I have my low times, but I've managed to keep battling on up to now, and I'll try my best to continue in that vein. Maybe, sometimes, I could do with a slightly thicker skin, and not get so down, so easily, but that, in itself, would be changing who I am to an extent. Maybe everything will magically slot into place one of these days - probably not, but at least some hope is still there!
Love & best wishes
Sammy B